My love life- If you consider this one-HAHAHA

I think in life- that there is love and there is hate.Well everyone has/had Love.Wether its the love for your family and friends or the love of someone special.Well have you ever thought that your love with your special someone may be someone Else's hate? that's kinda what i am experiencing.Ha ha i know it sounds soooooooooooo mushy.Ha ha.But if you really think about it. When i think of hate i think of Love. Because its either love or hate.Thats kind of true.You may not think othis way and i respect that.Some people(like me ) Dont hate. And thats why i can love. because you cant have both. You can love or you can hate.
Well the bad part is that the one i MAY love is currently taken.And the one LOVE is taken.SO i guess now all i have is hate.But i don't hate.

.................................................... <--that is really my life..DOTS.. because there is no words to explain me! :| I wish i could just be ME and not have to go and Be exposed to people like (erica) It is just waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much drama and CONFUSION! i shouldnt have to freak out and worry because of someone that doesnt even know me-but boy i know her--REAL good. I know she is freaking Kidnapped and i am sitting here on da phone wasting my life worrying bout someone else. But i know i know your supposed to be there for your friends but i have already saved her A** more than once.. and its getting harder and with more drama! i am gonna go crazy before im 30 if i continue to live this wayy. I like erica. she is an awesome friend, and YES she has changed DRAMATICALLY but she is still a drama magnet.She does have a rational mind but she can lose her mind when she is around BOYS! UGH! She can be very wise (sometimes) but she is also very wild..not as wild as Britny NO WAY not as wild as her but she still is ..................an Erica. And an erica = a sl*t NO OFFENSE but she can be! but she isnt. She is SOMETIMES, very rarely now..but still! well i gotta go make sure shes tilll alive. PEACE!

well i just started this blog:D cant say its a good thing really cus i dont know if my friend is okay or not :'(! i wish things were like they WERE!She was so much better!!!!! shes being held , i guess you could say captive!by idiots!!!!! OMG i hate people like that! UGH! they need to get a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope she gets home SAFE! :C

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OMG! I AM SOOOOO CONFUSED! why did i ever start hangiong out with her!!!!? And now she might be murdered or raped!makybe even kidnapped!!!! i should call t he police but..I CAN'T!!!! WHY does this world have the most horrid people! how coulld they do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep a 14 year old girl hostage!!? While driving recklessly!!what has this world become?